Guilt
G is so sick it's ridiculous. He has been sick for more than a week now, starting from a really high fever last Saturday evening which he managed to bring down by wrapping himself in my quilt and sweating it out. But after that, he wasn't just the same. Coughing, wheezing, blocked nose, tight chest. He called me earlier this evening and he is worse! I feel terribly guilty. If he has not visited me in HK, he might not have fallen sick. After falling sick, being in polluted cantoshithole makes recovery difficult. I worry incessantly. It's not viral coz surely I would have caught it from him too. I pray that it does not develop to something severe like bronchitis or something.
Today is 1 year anniversary in Cantoshithole! I have survived this far! GO ME!
I try to be optimistic about being in HK! Yesterday I went to Rena's place to see baby Megan who is super duper cute! Her cheeks are like two buns! So round and cute! I will make it a point to go and visit cute lil Megan on my bored & always free Saturdays as opposed to wasting money at the shops, contributing to the HK economy. I will also make it a habit to go to church every Sunday, since service starts at 12.30, I have no excuse to not go! I will then try to occupy myself. Week in, week out, perhaps time will fly and it will be another year! I must persevere!
Went to meet Lennat & Weiwei for lunch and shopping today! They came to my place and 'ooh'ed and 'aah'ed over my apartment. I guess I have started to take it for granted having been here for a year.
Oh! Time to go and bathe! CSI starting in 10 min!
Toodles!

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