Sick

What does it mean if you think you see a teeny speck of blood in some clear phlegm you just snorted out? I am not sure if it just LOOKS like blood or if it is. But the texture doesn't look like it though the colour is reddish. Hmm..

I am getting fairly sick of this stupid coordinating job sometimes. I don't want to help people anymore. I just want to help myself complete 11 more months of this job so I can get out of cantoshithole. I am sick of replying retarded emails, setting unrealistic deadlines to busy hardworking people and these same busy hardworking people NOT reading my emails and sending me questions on email, treating me like a know-it-all crystal ball. I may look like a ball but I don't always have the answers.

I need a REAL job. I need to be in Singapore driving my Swiftie and spending weekends with G and hanging out with my gal friends and playing with Logan. Cantoshithole, please be bearable for me for another 11 months. I don't think that's too much to ask for.